:: All's good. ::

It has been a great year.
The ultimate ups-n-downs of the century.
Moved me from my comfort zone.
Shakened my senses.
And slowly gaining back as the dear ones claimed, 'the old Mira that they once knew'.

Its easy to push the blame on others for every downfall/every setback.
Cursing those whom u think had taken away the happiness u deserve.
Teared your days in hope that the depression, chest pains could save your rela.
Each action to make things work, u deemed them sacrifices.
And you expect something in return. For everything you had given (or so you thought).
Then your heart blackmailed your innocent soul.
Just like that, you claimed life wasnt fair for you.
You then give up.
Hopelessly trying to justify your decision.
Was it right to move away from your comfort zone at the expense of being true to yourself.
Then you think, you never deserve anyone better.
Stripping your confidence and sense of self, you never felt more naked.
Your soul bare for all to see.

Slowly closing the chapter on love.
You bounced back to life, determined to make the best out of it.
Treating yourself with the respect it deserves.
Realizing that the ticket to happiness is in your hands.
You are your own pilot to the intended destination.
Getting in touch with the innerself, you knew what you had been missing all this while.
Love for your kindred spirit.
Love for being your stupid self.
Love for being you.

Then love reopen itself in an unexpected twist of fate.
A timing so perfect, you wonder if that person had been a godsend.
All this while, youve buried ur future plans beneath your masked fear.
Hiding yourself behind the mantra, 'everyday is a new day'.
And the remedy to all the hurt was within you.
As you take a leap of faith to love again.
This time, stronger and more assured.
You know you have more to give.
Not expecting anything in return.
Because you trust and believe.

That God's delay was not God's denial.

My 2006 for you.

The driving licence.
The crossover.
The supportive friends&family&man.
Im blessed.

Syukur, Alhamdulilah.