:: the end & start of something ::
Today marks the end of the exam period which also means the end of yet another hectic semester.
And the start to a long term break.
Will need to refuel the energy before another round of editorial work kicks in.
With the next upcoming NIE Voices issue due to be published by August, the one-year commitment as an article contributor to the new BH weekly column along with two of my greatest mentors & a panel of writers and co-assisting 7 upcoming projects - I should be pretty occupied with work and will do less of bugging the man since he will be posted to school in just a few weeks time.
And I definitely need to plan my running routine and maybe start cycling again.
The last long distance cycle I had was two years back; clocked it approximately two hours to and fro from Bukit Panjang to Boon Lay.
After so long, the man & I finally got ourselves a proper movie date.
Spiderman 3 was great and when Harry died, I totally lost it and cry.
On the way back, very much unplanned, the man made a turn into Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve.
I should have brought my camera along for it feels like we were in 'kampong' life and there were so many beautiful sights that were worth capturing.
Quality time well spent.
I returned home with an elevated sense of happiness that makes my head spins & heart flutters.
Lol. It's quite an indescribable feeling.
For love is something I can't express freely with words; it's either my thoughts will be jammed when I attempted to come up with an 'acceptable' sentence proclaiming my love or the idea of succumbing to the intended with mushy-mushy sweet nothings will just stop me from telling how much I love.
The reason I envy girls who can easily let their feelings be known.
Though I figure out maybe I have developed a fear of expressing love because there's vulnerability attached to it.
And once you are vulnerable, there's a high tendency to be dependent and that I learn may lead to further heartbreaks because expectations are not met.
Though it didn't rule out the fact that I need my man and love him for the way he is. :)
Today marks the end of the exam period which also means the end of yet another hectic semester.
And the start to a long term break.
Will need to refuel the energy before another round of editorial work kicks in.
With the next upcoming NIE Voices issue due to be published by August, the one-year commitment as an article contributor to the new BH weekly column along with two of my greatest mentors & a panel of writers and co-assisting 7 upcoming projects - I should be pretty occupied with work and will do less of bugging the man since he will be posted to school in just a few weeks time.
And I definitely need to plan my running routine and maybe start cycling again.
The last long distance cycle I had was two years back; clocked it approximately two hours to and fro from Bukit Panjang to Boon Lay.
After so long, the man & I finally got ourselves a proper movie date.
Spiderman 3 was great and when Harry died, I totally lost it and cry.
On the way back, very much unplanned, the man made a turn into Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve.
I should have brought my camera along for it feels like we were in 'kampong' life and there were so many beautiful sights that were worth capturing.
Quality time well spent.
I returned home with an elevated sense of happiness that makes my head spins & heart flutters.
Lol. It's quite an indescribable feeling.
For love is something I can't express freely with words; it's either my thoughts will be jammed when I attempted to come up with an 'acceptable' sentence proclaiming my love or the idea of succumbing to the intended with mushy-mushy sweet nothings will just stop me from telling how much I love.
The reason I envy girls who can easily let their feelings be known.
Though I figure out maybe I have developed a fear of expressing love because there's vulnerability attached to it.
And once you are vulnerable, there's a high tendency to be dependent and that I learn may lead to further heartbreaks because expectations are not met.
Though it didn't rule out the fact that I need my man and love him for the way he is. :)
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