:: my crack, my pleasure ::

Today marks the end of my practice for Mon's TP.
Just pray that the nerves will cooperate and at the sight of the men in white, I can still retain my composure. Ceh.
And hopefully there will be no bugger drivers or pedestrians who decide to do something funny when they see all 90 of us with the unglamourous red and white number tags that spell in bold ON TEST riding our luck through the roads of Bukit Batok.
It happens. Like this woman was recounting on how an L car parked inconveniently near the entrance of a filter lane, causing her to panic.
There are stories of riders stopping at pedestrian crossing and the pedestrians decide to be courteous (not crossing), rather waiting for them to move.
So the riders and pedestrians will stare at each other - time will fly and yes we will definitely be in a fix.
Either penalised for not stopping or delay in movement.
So theres alot of variables. Factors that can shake your confidence.
Im in for the 'bo-chap' mode. Which means pass or fail, I dont really care.
I'll just 'rembat'. Hehehe.

Saturday at home.
Me and the man decided to clear our work before we fix a date.
Its part of the reward system that Im unconciously implementing.
We are both cracking. He's irritating me with the usual 'unforgivable' Malay songs with an equally 'unforgivable' horrendous lyrics.
But if it makes you happppppy................... Lalala.
I am tired of reader response and commenting.
After I came up with 'dont steal and plagiarize', I knew I had enough of talking cock in an attempt to prove my point.
Lately my thoughts are running at a damn slow pace.
70 prcent of the time Im thinkin of weird stuffs.
Left with 30 prcent of so-called intellectual thoughts which is currently stagnant.

I realised I now need at least 8 hours of sleep.
My screwed-up bodyclock smartly readjusted itself.
Its functioning on a 12 to 8 am routine.
Not so much of late-nights now.
Quality time with the Dad.
So the two men are making respective plans that includes me.
Which means that I am forced to plan. Lalala.
'Live the day as if its your last.' Jeng. Thats damn cliche.

Its quite fearful to know that subconciously you intend to progress.
Yet, you never want to leave your comfortable la-la-land where everything is so familiar to you.
I am such a wreck when it comes to 'reflecting' and 'thinking'.

Pray tell, my Scorpio counterparts.
Do you think of unnecesary things?
Do you question the unquestionable?
Do you scare people with your curiosity?

I do. I think.
And I got a lot of 'stop thinking of such stuffs will you.'
So how do I push the stop button?

Ok, Im definitely on a 'saturday blues' crack.
Bye