:: addicted to love ::

They say the colour red represents many things.
Id say 'I see it coming.'
Which prolly could explain my swings, my highs, my paranoia.
Ok no, so we cant use it as an excuse for our 'misbehaviour'.
Hello guys, it comes in our package.
We PLUS the monthly swings.
Oh well, it takes discipline and courage to overcome it ok. Support us in this worthy cause! Hee.
Im a crap. I know.
The man even spoke of registering me at IMH.
He promised regular visits. Dengz.

Being sick is err, sickly.
I am addicted to the mini yellow flu pill.
Every night I need it - put me to sleep. No disturbance. I woke up a happy and healthier girl.
So yesterday, I decided to go without it despite the flu.
It was a sleepless night. I even imagined the sister in white hugging me from behind.
Plugged in my Zen.
Played emo-momo love songs. I literally felt my heart expanded.
Have you got those feelings when you really think you love someone?
Haha. Crazy as it sounds, I felt it.
And keching, the man's face appear.
I was tearing and smiling. Ok, this is one of the rare occassions I do think I can be quite romantic. Hurhur.

Visited bestie after sooo long.
Its been awhile since we were in bed together.
Haha. Wonder how that single bed could squeeze in me, her and the big bears.
Jannah has this weird fetish for bears. It erks me most of the time.
I practically kicked them out of the bed coz they constantly get in the way.



Urgh, I have tons of cleaning up to do.
Its a difficult separation - me and my mag collection.
HerWorld. Cleo. Female. Women's Weekly.



I shalt embark on a mini project this May termbreak.
Gonna cut interesting articles and paste it in my scrapbook.
That way I will be more willing to throw them away. :(

Ok scootz. CNY visit with the man.



Thats the smile I keep missing. Muahaha.