:: In need ::

The friends are now happily hanging out at simpang.
If not for the distance, I would have already made my way there.
Missing the group's idiotic jokes and nonsense.
Not forgetting the great food and coffee simpang has to offer.

Dr William's positive feedback on our presentation was reassuring.
One down. Many to go. Essays and more essays.
I am exhausted, to a point of breaking down.

Sometimes you just need that strong support pillar.
Even if its not physically visible, you try to convince yourself that it exists.
For a short period of time, it works.
Until you face the truth, you could never walk alone.
Maybe. Just maybe.

I am confident I wont fall into the trap.
You might be the one I envision holding my hands in the future.
But it could never work. Not in this lifetime.

In need of medication. One that could free me from all the worries, pain and negative feelings that are slowly making its way to the heart.