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Yesterday was one of the rare moments I shared wit my guy cousins.
Lately we seem to be closer, maybe due to the fact that all of us are now in the working world facing working adults' common issue... the money issue.

And today's morning drive with uncle to fin's was an eye opener.
I was told to think ahead. Ten years from now, where I wanna be n all.
I admit Im never a planner. I roughly know what I want but I rarely plan for the future.
Yes I want to get married but to whom is another question.
Yes I want to be on the specialist track but what degree I want to take is another question.
Yes I want to go overseas for studies but do I dare to leave everyone behind, pack my bag and settle myself in a strange country alone is another question.

Life is a risk. True. But how do I know that the risk I take is not an unnecessary one.

Ok, this is precisely the problem I had if I engaged in long conversations with uncle and cuzins.
Yesterday cuzin was singing praises about dad. Time to time, Im getting use to the constant chatter of the army boys under Dad's care, the cuzins and even baby about how lucky I was to have such a dad.

But only until yesterday did I realise how much his trust, belief and faith in someone could change lives.