:: The final hurdle ::

meeting with the school went well.
i got what i wanted.
p4s n p5s. morning session. same ct.
and HOD was kind enough to let me have the group 1 classes.
its not as if I dont like the group 3 classes.
in fact i do enjoy my lower end lot. coz they talk non-stop.
but conducting activities, group 1 will be a better choice esp. if it involves station games.
their problems will be different. which is getting them to talk n be comfortable when talking in public.
im thankful yet again. n yes, since d geng asked me do i really call them kakak or cg.
haha. i doubled check wit HOD. shud i address her kakak or cg.
she say why so formal kol cg. bt i noe wen it comes to work, shes dead serious.
im still gettin use to the idea.. that i will become a full-time teacher. apparently if i dont screw up, the school will be calling me back. thus, I have to put in extra effort to adapt to the school culture.

ok, dis sounds like a composition.

nonetheless, its great to be back.
talking to familiar faces. the canteen vendors. the clerks.

i cnt help but think that often i gt what i wanted.
it was a silent wish to teach d upper levels in morning session with the same ct.
and that wish came true. like my other silent wishes.
was it pure coincidence. or God's way of telling me to be more appreciative of the things granted to me.
now my last hurdle, is not to screw up this practicum.
at the rate im performing for my other modules, another silent wish will be too far fetched.

and i learnt not to expect.
try, yes. but dont try too hard. :)