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the family had finally returned from their short trip to penang.
god knows how much i missed them.. even though all d 6 text messages mom sent was simply to ask how her cats were coping wit her absence. haha...

dad brought me out for coffee where we exchange our thoughts.
its very refreshing, intellectually stimulating and at the same time emotionally 'filling' to know that u cn share with someone your inner thoughts and feelings without them judging you.
dad has expectations yet he accept me for who i am and thats the greatest gift i can ask from him.
at the back of my mind i would never forget what he used to tell me...
'u are carrying my name wherever you go for the rest of your life, if u scar your name.. you will be scarring my name too.'

a love believer turning skeptical.
for all the love i declared, its happiness that i wish for....
what if...........
you realise the only person you love is the one you cant have?
n no, nothing personal.. just a thought... does loving means having to become part of anothers life? or a feeling that one holds dearly in d heart, unexpressed?

in d end, god n family comes first. [i admit im not pious]
:)