time flies.
i realised that im growing old.
hurhur.. wer gt only 20 mah.
den i remembered my conversation wit bestie.
lets recollect history.
titled 'my secondary school days'.

about 7 yrs ago, der was dis skinny girl.
wit her ugly spectacles.
elated (not really) to know that she had been posted to a girls' school.
donned in her school uniform [her mum made sure she wore long skirt]
she travelled for the first time on her own (declared in pride) to school.
frm bukit panjang to redhill.
she wasnt exactly shy.
so she tried to spark conversations wit her classmates.
yesh it was a success.
d first two years was definitely a struggle.
fr she was surrounded wit intelligent peers.
d reason she was last in class
for two semesters, two years in a row.
motivatingly.. she managed to whizz thru her way
quite smoothly fr the next two years..
because she was d proud member of d 3B2/4B2.
a notorious class.. wit a high number of truancy cases
and many other discipline cases.
nevertheless, thats d class she loved most.
for her peers are fun and 'happening'.
by the end of sec.3, her skirt had grown shorter.
she started to get vain.
n she became addicted to IRC.
back then, MSN had yet existed.

under weird circumstances.
she found a bestfren
who find her rather annoying, irritating
and of coz selenger n ugly
but shes blessed definitely,
for the experience.
plus d bestfren.

now..
all around her, close frens are engaged to be married.
clearly besotted with their love ones.
shes truly happy for them.
in case she wont be in their shoes... shes grateful that she cn share n be part of their happiness.

maria n omar dlm mangkuk (hurhur)
rey-ray n osnor (adik beradik osim)
kak ila n bang man (bakal madu ku tu.. haha.. mati aku)
aida n amir motor R1 dwngrade motor apek jual sayur (hurhur)
bestie n wak wan boyan (hurhur.. double mati)

envy them?
heck no..
i carved my own path.
in distress, sufferings or watever.
its my choice.
cet. jiwang lak aku.

nw, im attending weddings.
talking abt marriages.
talking abt careers.
talking abt cars.

n i tot it was only yesterday i left secondary school.

muker aku jer cm budak 15 tahun.
tapi dh tua sebenarnya.
n in 3 yrs time..
i will carry d responsibilty of educating n moulding d young minds.

tgh break ni blajar.
blog la cara lepaskan stress.

characteristics of autistic children:
1. impairment in social interaction
2. impairment of social communication
3. impairment in social imagination, flexible thinking.

itu jer ku ingat dr tadik.