Mentally blocked, I blabbered the same point over and over again during the impromptu speech.
The topic was ,"Jurang ekonomi antara orang-orang Melayu dengan orang-orang Cina di Indonesia amat luas sekali. Bincangkan sebab musabab situasi ini."
Muahuhur.. and all that came to my mind was Taj, By's best buddy.. who is amongst the rich people in Indonesia.
4 minutes of utter crap and it was over.
Phew.
But the habit of dwelling d past remained.
My journey back was spent thinking of what I could have said.
In Malay.
1) masyarakat Melayu di Indonesia yang tidak mahu keluar dari lingkaran kemiskinan.
2) tidak mengubah persepsi
3) peranan pemerintah: lebih banyak peluang perlu diberikan, perombakan sistem ekonomi

Give me 3 hours and I will get over it.